This Is Me

I’ve always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I’ve got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I’m gonna let it show
It’s time to let you know
to let you know

This is real
This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me

Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

Do you know what it’s like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you’re the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it’s too far away
I’ve got to believe in myself
It’s the only way

This is real
This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

This is real
This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me

This is me

You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing

Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

Gotta Go My Own Way

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try somehow the plan
is always rearranged

It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place
in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away

I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok...

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Come Back To Me (Vanessa Hudgens)

Everyday, I try to play, another game
But my heart can’t take it

I try to find, another boy
But all the while, I can’t face it
Why do I miss you so much?
I wanna stop this hurt inside
Oh baby please, give us one more try

I see you out with all your friends
Laughin’ it up as you pretend
To have a good time
I know cause I’m living the same lie
So one of us has got to say
We can’t keep living the same way
So I’ll be the one
Yeah I’ll say it, I’ll say it, I’ll say it, I’ll say it again

Baby Come back to me
In my heart I still believe
We were meant to be…
Together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me
I should have never set you free
My baby
Come back

I wanna call, but then I stall,
Cause after all, I just couldn’t take it
Cause if your play was to push me away
You know that day, my heart you’d break it
I know we made a mistake
Can’t you stop your foolish pride
And come back to me
Let’s try

Let’s try

Let’s try

Let’s try it again

Baby Come back to me
In my heart I still believe
We were meant to be…
Together so whatever it takes
Baby come back to me
I should have never set you free
My baby
Come back

You know you miss your baby

And I can see that you think about me
So why do you act like you don’t care
Like all this love between us isn’t there
I know that you’re upset
I know I did you wrong
I know you want me to pay for all the pain I’ve caused
But in the end it all comes down to just one thing,
It’s you and me
So I sing

Baby Come Back!

Baby Come back to me
In my heart I still believe
We were meant to be…
Together so whatever it takes
Baby come back to me
I should have never set you free
My baby
Come back..

Blogger Murtad

Hohoho.. Parah bgt ya baca judulnya?

Actually, yang gue maksud murtad di sini bukan karena gue keluar dari agama lho..

Ini cuma istilah kok, yang gue tau, artinya itu gue udah jadi seorang blogger yang berencana keluar dari dunia per-blogging-an. Tapi engga ko, tengan aja readers, gue ga ada niat sama sekali buat ninggalin dunia yang udah nemenin gue setahun belakangan ini.. Dunia tempat gue bercurhat riaaaa, mengeluarkan semua unek-unek yang pastinya ga enak juga yaa kalo readers baca.. Hehe tapi ya cuma di sinilah gue bisa melepaskan kegundahan hati nan menyiksa. Wkwkwk..

Ok, belakangan ini emang gue terlalu sibuk menata hati (ceileeee..), jadinya gue sibuk menyibukkan diri dengan hal-hal yang bikin gue pastinya super sibuk. (pusing ga bacanya? Cz gue pusing bgd ngetiknya.. Hahaha)

Kembali lg ke manfaat dan kegunaan utama gue bikin blog ini, yap! Gue sekarang emang bener-bener lagi pengen curhat! Sekali lagi, CURHAT SAUDARA-SAUDARA! Wkwkwk

Mulai dari ikut try out stan yang cacat, pedekate sama si kokoh dari ricci (yang berakhir pada dia menyatakan suka ke gue.. --'), ulangan umum semester sampe bagi rapot (nilai gue turun), dan yang terakhir tentang ketegasan sikap gue ke dia..

Ya teman, si kanji 13 itu ganggu hidup gue mulu.. Padahal numb dia yang baru udah gue hapus. Tapi dia tetep aja smsin gue.. Sebenernya ada rasa ga enak sih, tapi akhirnya gue je;asin kalo gue lg berusaha ngelupain dia.. Biarlah dia bahagia sama cewenya yang juga sahabat gue itu. Sumpah ga enak bgt rasanya..

Ah gue ga bs cerita panjang lebar sekarang nih, ade gue udah minta dianterin les -_____-"

yg pasti nanti gue bakal balik lg. Buat nyeritain pengalaman gue itu semua ke lo pada.. Udah ga sabar baca kan? Sama gue juga udah ga sabar untuk posting selanjutnya.. :)

Oya, selama libur semester ini gue lg nyiapin satu tulisan gue lho readers.. :D

ga mungkin di-publish dulu sih, tapi tenang aja, nanti kalo udah jadi, pasti gue kasih tau lo semua giman caranya bisa baca tulisan gue itu ;)

Udah dulu yaaaaa, caw! *mata genit*